Psalm

I pass from one thing to the next

Each thing affects me

Beauty and the Distortion

What am I to think of all this?

You?

All you. Watching. Judging.

Or am I alone? Nothing but me and Reality. You mean only what is necessary to my story.

I am looking out and pain enters.

I look in and I find emptiness.

I look to you because it seems I have no other choice.

I must let go but doing so means, I know not.

Consequence. I am learning consequence.

Precision of action.

Action in accordance with Will.

I am running out of words, but not emotion.

What's the point?

Can I make my own point?

What point shall I make?

What do You need?

What do I need?

What do You want?

What do I want?

There is a spirit. Is it my spirit?

I want to matter.

Who would I be if I didn't matter?

If I didn't care?

What shall I care about?

I bring it all in to me. Peace. Safety. Protection. Health. Fire. Precision. Forgiveness. Courage.

My children, there are some things that seem worth embracing. I must decide how best to live my life, what meaning I give to it, and I mean to make it matter.

We go from one thing to the next, and those who are there see it, those who are not must ponder. I ponder, and I live, and I do my best.

I've been given what I am given, and here in this moment I feel expansion, anxiety, sadness, hope, desire, regret, cleansing.

I know I am here. I know I am this. I know choices must be made, and The Path must be followed.

Many are the names on the stones laid in The Path, and this stone I name Wonder, and throw it into the air, to see where it might fall.

This stone I name Harmony, and I give it to you tonight Vancouver. Forgive me for working against You. You may be all I truly have. I suspect not.

This stone I call Healing, and I call on the spirits of all who wish to touch it and feel its power to do so. It is my gift, should you accept it.

This stone I call Fate, and I give it to You, Mag. Be nice to me, please? Imagine what we can accomplish.

This stone I call Law, and I give it to You, and with it a request. Be understanding. Be just. Be quick. Be right. Be somewhere else.

Luck be a lady tonight.



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