Monday, 27 May 2013

Making Progress

Is there any way of not being obvious?

Things are moving along nicely, I feel, and Room agrees. Not sure what to make of Rooms opinions yet, but its nice to feel noticed.

Has Batman run his course? Does he have much more to say about society? I expect he may be around for some time, and awaits us in Future in form unexpected.

Everyone is talking about something, and it seems the only thing left to talk about is myself, and what is happening to me and my pals, here in Nawstik Sekspawt, and so I am.

Everyone seems upset about something or another. I'm trying not to be upset. I have been doing a variety of things in order to accomplish this, and it appears to be a work in progress, as well as a transitory thing. Why? Cuz.

When trying to make sense to yourself, it sometimes requires you to not make sense to others.

The lords of law and structure are rarely impressed by artists.?

Many words, some have

We clash, and rage, and weep, and destroy, and give up.

Words can be given better direction. Emotional response, training a puppy. Be friends with your body. Listen closely.

Fucking celebrities.

Reality, help me grow around strong pillars, give me eyes to recognize truth, ears to hear it, lips with restraint, hands of precision, feet planted firmly. Provide me the tools, passion, compassion, knowledge, peace.

May love bond us, and Wisdom keep us from being overly intrusive.

Oh, Father, Oh, Mother, what have you done to me? Thank you, I suppose.

Tulkas, strengthen me.
Ulmo, what do you have to say?
Batman, not entirely sure. What will satisfy you?

What would satisfy Mi?

Things are set to course and unless there is some other way that I can't see, forward Wi go.

I love you, did you know that? I love you, it's true. It's quite annoying sometimes, and I am trying to figure it out. My love, you see, is erratic and unfocused as I move ever closer to self knowledge. Or rather, as self knowledge is expanded into ever larger and fantastic forms as She continues to reveal Her Love.

I'm not sure what to say anymore, so Ill just say whatever I need to say, and do whatever I need to do, with whoever is interested in doing something interesting here in Veetown, and see what happens.

Model citizen. Blah. How boring. Reality romancer? In the park. Wordsmith. Shapeshifter. Imagemaster. Thoughtthinker. Sexhaver. Tooluser. Energy worker. Foodcooker. Spiritwalker?

I'm hanging on.

I'm looking at Possibility. Consulting Future. Looking at my hole, wondering if anyone will ever try to take it from me, if I even have something I can call home anymore, or if home even exists. I feel like I live on something that someone else says belongs to them, but who can really claim anything in is world?

Yet we do. Yet we charge rent and live under many lords, and live in uneasy content.

Life, right?

To be enjoyed, Reality must be romanced. To live free, Reality must be fucked. Born in Grace are Wi...tragedy? Chance? Perhaps I weep. Perhaps I understand. Undoubtedly, I live.

Watch, and allow me to burn.


- Posted using Herm

Location:The Pawt

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Who is The Interferer?

I sit at the beginning of yet another day, and I set my wonderings to words.
I feel this way about all of you, I am reminded of how much of a man I am, and how no one will ever really understand.
And it seems I have come to the place where this is ok.
So much has been done, so much has been said, the Werds are free.
I have a lot to do. A lot has been happening. It's about stealing every moment possible, doing everything not to please dad, while simultaneously doing exactly what He wants.
He, She, it's all silliness perhaps, but the Game goes on.
The Game of Words
A great thing besets me, a great life I expect, and I have yet to Wonder...
I am looking at the scene, diggin the gals, playing at chivalry, taking on too much, trying to be a god, trying to be a good monkey, making mistakes, losin track.
I've been following Him, you see, it's embarrassing but true. It's the family business you know, and I love my father, I find him to beautiful and noble, and tragic and confused, but good, at the end if the day, and if I can live a life that honours him, it appears this is what I am here to do.
I am The Interferer. JonD Rodrigo.




- Posted using Herm

Location:The Moon

Monday, 6 May 2013

I Am in a State

I am in a state.
I feel untrue.
I suspect its because I've been lying to you.
I'm awesome you see
Masquerading as Mi
When Reality
Is I'm free

Free from the madness
I'm not so sure why
But it seems I've been learning
About the Flo I need
About poverty
Greed
In time to transform
Into agent of Speed

The Info it flies
From here and to there
And midst it I ride
To Future unclear
But Spirit, it seems
Imbues everything
And speaking to us
Has it till now
In digital dream
In distorted things
Life reveals what it is
And I Am here to see
What You mean to Mi
Sweet Reality
Sweet Mag
Into the Story, Wii
Jump in feet first
We feel the thirst
Immortality
Immortality
To Matter



- Posted using Herm
Location:The Pawt

Sunday, 5 May 2013

Psalm

I pass from one thing to the next

Each thing affects me

Beauty and the Distortion

What am I to think of all this?

You?

All you. Watching. Judging.

Or am I alone? Nothing but me and Reality. You mean only what is necessary to my story.

I am looking out and pain enters.

I look in and I find emptiness.

I look to you because it seems I have no other choice.

I must let go but doing so means, I know not.

Consequence. I am learning consequence.

Precision of action.

Action in accordance with Will.

I am running out of words, but not emotion.

What's the point?

Can I make my own point?

What point shall I make?

What do You need?

What do I need?

What do You want?

What do I want?

There is a spirit. Is it my spirit?

I want to matter.

Who would I be if I didn't matter?

If I didn't care?

What shall I care about?

I bring it all in to me. Peace. Safety. Protection. Health. Fire. Precision. Forgiveness. Courage.

My children, there are some things that seem worth embracing. I must decide how best to live my life, what meaning I give to it, and I mean to make it matter.

We go from one thing to the next, and those who are there see it, those who are not must ponder. I ponder, and I live, and I do my best.

I've been given what I am given, and here in this moment I feel expansion, anxiety, sadness, hope, desire, regret, cleansing.

I know I am here. I know I am this. I know choices must be made, and The Path must be followed.

Many are the names on the stones laid in The Path, and this stone I name Wonder, and throw it into the air, to see where it might fall.

This stone I name Harmony, and I give it to you tonight Vancouver. Forgive me for working against You. You may be all I truly have. I suspect not.

This stone I call Healing, and I call on the spirits of all who wish to touch it and feel its power to do so. It is my gift, should you accept it.

This stone I call Fate, and I give it to You, Mag. Be nice to me, please? Imagine what we can accomplish.

This stone I call Law, and I give it to You, and with it a request. Be understanding. Be just. Be quick. Be right. Be somewhere else.

Luck be a lady tonight.



- Posted using Herm

Location:The Pawt

Saturday, 4 May 2013

Psalm

What is the state of things?
If I were
Letter
Symbol
Number

What are my boundaries?
I will cross over to the other place
Reality goes with me
My soul
My heart
My loins

They scream
"We don't care!"
Not all though
Some do
And I sigh
Did I choose this?

Strip down to essentials
There is a way to things
Find the way

Who am I?
What is my code?
I am more than flesh
Thought
Perspective
Opinion
Emotion
Energy
Friction

The ape must learn
When will the man arrive?
The child must grow
Why must it hurt so?

I came in
I grew
Comfort
Vibration
Tone

Birth
Light
Aggravation
Sustenance
Safety
Is that it?
Nothing more?
Oh, Love
Why must you be illusion?
Anything but you...

Is this love?
This place?
With its death
Malice
Dissatisfaction?
Do I love you?
Do I care?
Your smiles
Your money
Your lies
Your expectations
I care too much
And not enough

Tulkas
Fire
Rage
Passion
Seks

Mag
- Posted using Herm

Wednesday, 1 May 2013

Unacceptable

Unacceptable
Unknown
I am moving in a bus towards hope
Hope needs rent money
Learning
Absorbing
Victimized
Courage
Courage goes with me a companion
Not mine?
Not me?
My friend?
A lover to win?
Future keeps comin
Past keeps goin
Getting smaller
Getting bigger
Stretch
Breathe
Acknowledge Reality
Her anticipation is wet
Frustrated
It smells like tension
Like nectar
I must see
I must slip from joy to joy
I must do battle
Laughter
Passion
Fire
Flo
A new thing
A new word
Izt
Confusion do we not embrace each other? Are we not in This together?
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Location:?